Let's take a break~ Let's take a break
What it mean to you "Let's take a break" ? I just listen every word, every word that was like a knife in my heart, but how long it is your BREAK? I told you, "It's okie, I understand you" .... but do I? do I understand it? I guess not, I'm still hurted, don't know what to do, I don't believe in friendship and now i don't believe in love, either of both, you told me "Let's take a break, let's be friends," How can I be your friend? HOW CAN I? When you didn't even kissed me once? When I loved love you this much?.
You really want to know how much it hurted me? I just think I lost a friendship, I've been the joke of the group... And when I thought I found you, You lied in my face, you cheat on me~ So you really want to know how much it's hurting me?
If you didn't love me, why you didn't told me? ~ You're not me, You shouldn't know how much it will hurt me.
It is my fault? If it's ... tell me how it is? How it come to be my fault?
How long it will be this called break?... A month? A year? All my life until I die? ... Just tell me that u're out of love for me, there's no reason of keep lying? Why take time apart? Why not we just break up?... You're to shy to tell me that? Or you just want to play with my feelings?
I didn't mind what you said to me, I still don't know what you really wanted to mean?
Let's take different pads, were we can't meet again, no matter if it's a year later, or even 10 years later, but while we most see each other in school..... just ignored me, don't talk to me, because I'm going to do the same. Sorry Sorry, Sorry if it was my fault but don't know how to react if I didn't understood what you said to me~
"everyone teach you math science etc~
but who teach you how to love?
how to react when someone breaks your heart?
No one,
because even the teachers don't know how
to react, or how to love, or how to bealive in love
As you live, you learn"
-EunSong
F R I E N D S~ @ Friday, May 14, 2010
feer~woma~maagaa~euun ♥ 4eevee'' && evaa'' x]. OOMFGG Juusst a lot of fuuun~~ keeekee~~ :3. Because in a friendship there's no word called D I S T A N C E! ~ I loovee uu biittchees~!! Wee need to do this every day heeeheee!! WoomaaaWoommaa ♥ GEEZZHHH I missed'ya so much. I love youu!
Love uu pfheer! xD!
how can I? @ Sunday, May 9, 2010
How can I make you understand without hurting you?
How can i make you understand that there will never be an "YOU&I", it's not that I don't like you, It's just, that it's just impossible our LOVE, please understand, I know it hurts and you will pretend to understand when you don't. But please don't make me hurt you. I know that LOVE can break any distance, but not this kind. Please understand, there's no "YOU&I" and it'll never be, just please, don't make me hurt you, because I do not want to. Let's take some time off, maybe we're not destinated, I'm sure you will find somebody that will make you smile. Please, tell me how can I make you understand, that I do not love you.
Just tell me how!! Because I'm hurting myself while avoiding hurting you
사랑하는 엄마 : @
사랑하는 엄마 :
내게 생명을 부여하고 아름다운 사람으로 나를 키우셔서 감사합니다.
딸로서, 난 정말 당신이 자랑스러워. 하지만 아무런 말이 당신과 내 감사에게 사랑을 설명하는 데 있습니다. 죄송하지만 지금은 이미 한 일을 모든 실수에 대해, 난 당신이 더 사려깊은 딸이 될 것을 약속드립니다. 당신은 내가 당신의 사랑의 희망을 완수하겠습니다 내 가장 큰 축복입니다.
항상 아파르어 때 내가 선택을 잘못했습니다 나를 지켜보고 주셔서 감사합니다.
난 아직 어린 아이 내가 지금 조용히기도를 이해 해요하지만.
난 현명한 딸이 될 것입니다.
방법은 내가 데려 아무리 내가 자네가 자랑스러워 할 수있는 딸이 될 것을 약속드립니다.
내가 아는 그 난 가끔씩 내가 얼마나 많이 사랑하는지 말할 수 없어요 당신을 존경하지만, 내가 아까 부끄러워 오전 때문인데,하지만 당신은 항상 내 가슴속에가 될 것입니다 기억 해요.
모든 엄마 주셔서 감사합니다 ♥
에서 : 노 은송
can't let it go, but must let it go @
can't let it go, but must let it go
because the mistakes I done while loving you, are tired of being bond with me, but I can't let it go, because I know I'm still hurting you, revenge is never the option, but I took it, I regret it, but I can't let go those feelings, because every time I try to let 'em go, they come back, telling me how wrong I was am. I realize that i can't let go all that because, every time I see you around, memories came back, letting me know how cruel & how mean I was & I'm still being. Sorry for every time I've hurt you. I can't let it go, but must let it go. ~
Waii (หวาย) - ไม่รักเธอ (Love You No More) @
Waii (หวาย) - ไม่รักเธอ (Love You No More)
ลืมเขาได้หรือเปล่า ไม่หรอกก็ยังไม่ลืมเขา
แต่ที่ยังไม่ยอมคบใคร ไม่ใช่เพราะปวดร้าว (มันไม่เกี่ยวกับเขาเลย)
ถามว่าที่เทคแคร์ ฉันมาตั้งนานน่ะดีไหม
ก็ไม่ได้ปฎิเสธ เสียหรอกว่ามันก็ดีใจ
แต่ไม่ถูกทั้งหมด ฉันเลยต้องบอกเธอเอาไว้ (ไม่ใช่อย่างที่คิดเลย)
* ฉันไม่ได้ต้องการเอาเธอเข้ามาเพื่อลืมหน้าใคร
มันก็คงไม่ดีถ้าฉันไปล้อเล่นกับหัวใจ
เพราะฉันรู้ฉันรู้ว่าความผิดหวังนั้นเป็นเช่นไร
** ฉันแค่ไม่รักเธอ เธอก็ไม่ได้ผิด แค่เธอไม่พอ
กลัวว่าเธอจะรอต่อไปแล้วเก้อ กลัวว่าความเกรงใจจะทำร้ายเธอ
ฉันแค่ไม่รักเธอ ฉันก็คงมีสิทธิ์ ที่จะไม่พร้อม
และฉันจะไม่ยอมเป็นคนมักง่าย ความรักมันไม่มีใครแทนที่ใคร ฉันถึงไม่รักเธอ
หากว่าฉันพูดจบ นะเราต้องห่างกันเข้าใจ
แต่ข้างในก็อยากให้เธอนั้นอยู่เข้าใจไหม
แปลกหรือเปล่าถ้าบอก ว่าวันที่เจ็บที่อ่อนไหว (ยังอยากจะเจอหน้าเธอ)
ถามว่าที่เทคแคร์ ฉันมาตั้งนานน่ะดีไหม
ก็ไม่ได้ปฎิเสธ เสียหรอกว่ามันก็ดีใจ
แต่ไม่ถูกทั้งหมด ไม่ใช่อย่างที่คิดเลย
ซ้ำ *,**
Rap
ซ้ำ **
Personally, i just love this this song, it's pretty simple but really unique! and the rythm is AWESOME! but the lyrics are OMG~
and Waii voice is really gorgeous. I hope to lsiten more from her!
L.O.V.E @ Saturday, May 8, 2010
lately been wondering.... how true-love really is? Is it just a fantasy that you read in every fairytale story?
or it's something REAL.
Have you ever see those lovers, sitting outside in one of the tables in a coffe shop? sharing a cake, while holding hands & kissing? Well.. they're in LOVE, but one day you can see them fighting in the street or maybe gettin' married. But true love exists?. I mean it could be just an ilussion.
How love really is? I think LOVE is tricky, full of mistery while using a masquerede, that each of us, needs to discover what's under the masquerede, but did anyone notice that many people gives up?, that many people preffer using a masquerede while playing to find LOVE
Who am I to say all this things? I'm the one who havent's experimented LOVE. The one who already play with the feelings of someone else. But I am the one as many others in the world who can wonder about LOVE!
How hard is falling in love? It's not hard am I right? You can fell in love in just seconds. But what is hard is to LOVE someone 'till the end? How many times you can get hurt while loving someone? How hard is it when you stop loving? How hard is it to be in a battlefield everyday, even if you're or not with someone.
Because LOVE is a battlefield, and in a battlefield nothing can be soft & sweet, everything is harsh, until you know you "win" and even when that happends, you began to fight in an other place, an other level. But i think that's how you show TRUE LOVE
not giving up, NEVER!
ain't no mountain high enough @
ain't no mountain high enough ~
could there be a mountain... high enough to our friendship? not only for ours, for all.
right now i'm thinking about it. How long time was our last fight? why we fight? disagreements? hobbies? likes? I don't remember.
Now... we haven't fighet, just let our friendship fell down, deep down. But I don't want to our friendship touch the underground, I wanna be sure that there's something more to raise our friendship to the sky like it was many time ago.
I wanna laugh, sing, dance, cry & all that stuff that friends do, especially what we use to do.
I miss those long conversations, the non-ending stories, that time when our dreams & passions became as one.
We were just 2 different people, who meet once, that share moments that are once in a lifetime and we become one person.
That's why you was are special for me.
Please tell me that's there's no mountain high enough, ain't no valley low to broke our friendship.
There's no need to talk about it if you don't want to, i'm just writing as my heart makes me to.
But if there's no fate to our friendship, I just wan't to remember all the good times, all the fun stuff, and our non-stopping love as friends.
BECAUSE THERE'S NO ONE LIKE YOU IN THE WORLD, THE WHO THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR SUPPORTING ME & ENCOURAGE ME.
Thanks for every moment we share together
anything is the same @
anything is the same
everyone took different pads, it may be the age,it may be new friends, it may be more than 1000 things, but i notice that You change. When i meet'ya i just use a masquerede, but you didn't. I'm scare of every time i say something, 'cuz i don't wanna loose you. It may sound ridiculous, but it's not when you love someone & you trust someone.
I hope to never loose you. Because you are one of the best things that ever
happened in my life!! Hope one day we can be like it was time ago.
LOVE YOU!
euun__x3
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